Atma Nivedana –Biography of a Surrendered Soul

By HG Shanti Rupa devi dasi

“He reasons ill who says that Vaishnavas die, When thou art living still in sound! The Vaishnavas die to live, and live to spread the holy name around.” Bhakti Vinod Thakur

His Grace Uttama Caitanya Dasa Brahmacari, a dear disciple of H.H. Srila Jayapataka Swami Maharaj, departed from this world suddenly but peacefully on Gaurabdha 523, Sridhara Masa, Krsna Paksa (Kamika Ekadasi, July 18th 2009) around 5 pm. On the day, he had observed a full fast, refraining from even water; and had been actively involved in the Congregational Development Ministry's two day seminar which was held at the Klang Valley in Malaysia. He served as the Temple President of Sri Jagannath Mandir, ISKCON-Kuala Lumpur (SJMKL), Malaysia since 2001 until his departure. During his tenure, the temple grew in leaps and bounds, and is now a leading temple in Malaysia. He was an eloquent speaker of Hari Katha and very learned in Gaudiya Vaishnava siddhanta. He was a Bhakti Shastri and Bhakti Vaibhava. An avid reader, he had a wonderful collection of literatures - this he treasured most.

Early Years in ISKCON
H.G. Uttama Caitanya Prabhu was born as Umakanthan to Ramasamy and Rajeswary Ammal on October 30th, 1966 in Batu Gajah, a small town in the state of Perak, Malaysia. Having completed his primary and secondary education in the neighbouring town of Tapah, he proceeded to Kuala Lumpur to pursue pre-university education in the famous TAR College. It is here he came in contact with ISKCON devotees and began to attend programs whenever possible. He often quoted how H.G. Tyaga Caitanya dasa greeted him nicely in 1986 when he first visited the ISKCON temple in Kuala Lumpur. He always spoke fondly of H.G. Siddhi Sadhana dasa, who was then managing ISKCON’s Govinda’s Restaurant in Kuala Lumpur. Siddhi Sadhana Prabhu carefully preached to him and taught him to chant japa. He then pursued a four year degree in Business Management at the Universiti Sains Malaysia in Penang where he continued to attend more ISKCON programs.

After completing his university degree, Umakanthan enrolled himself in the renowned Singapore International Airways for a pilot training course. Here, his involvement in Krsna Consciousness became deeper. He would often travel the long distance to Kuala Lumpur to attend important festival celebrations and regular programs. Having passed the theoretical part of the training course, he refrained from pursuing the practical portion. We assume that the reason for this was his ardent desire to become more affiliated with Krsna Consciousness. From being a casual visitor at the Govinda’s restaurant, Umakanthan quickly rose to the extent of giving regular classes during the weekly sat-sangs held in the restaurant. Many were drawn to his preaching and seriously took up Krsna Consciousness after attending his classes.

His prolific writing skills earned him a coveted position as the sub-editor of the Business Times section in Malaysia’s leading daily newspaper - The New Straits Times Press. Here, he would often use his advantageous position to circulate announcements on Vaishnava festivals and releases of the latest Bhaktivedanta Book Trust publications. He also wrote and published several Krsna Conscious articles, one such article was the “Reforestation of Vrndavana”, which appeared in the Life & Times section of the same paper in 1995. It was also during the same year, while being stationed in Kuala Lumpur, that he became even more deeply involved in Krsna Consciousness and spent most of his time in the temple, reading and studying Gaudiya Vaishnava philosophy.

Having delved deeply into Srila Prabhupada’s writings, he was fully convinced of the Krsna Conscious philosophy. When H.H. Jayapataka Swami Maharaj visited Kuala Lumpur in 1995, a young Umakanthan shaved his head and received harinam diksha, accepting the name Uttama Caitanya dasa. Just eleven days later on December 31st 1995, during the launch of Srila Prabhupada’s 100th anniversary, he pledged to become a full time devotee as an offering to our great founder. At the time he was 29 years old and in the midst of a very materially lucrative career. This move was truly a story of Atma Nivedana, and it demonstrated his deep attachment and profound feelings for Srila Prabhupada’s teachings.

Adorning saffron robes, Uttama Caitanya dasa joined Sri Jagannath Mandir, Kuala Lumpur as a full time devotee in 1996. Simheswar dasa, then Temple President, immediately made him Temple Commander and began grooming him to become President. Uttama Caitanya Prabhu was not interested in the position and politely declined, stating that there were more qualified senior devotees. However, when his dear Guru Maharaj personally ordered him to take on the position, he silently accepted. Uttama Caitanya Prabhu was never attached to the superiority of his position. Senior congregation members noted that within months of becoming the Temple President, he took an extremely bold step by renovating the current premises, starting with zero finances. He managed to put up a remarkable structure amidst criticism from his peers.

­Guru Seva
Until he left his body, Uttama Caitanya Prabhu’s life was an offering of love to his dear Guru Maharaj. He did everything possible to please H.H. Jayapataka Swami Maharaj, and this led to his tremendous success in leading the Kuala Lumpur yatra to great heights. He always picked the best of what the ISKCON world had to offer and implemented them in Sri Jagannath Mandir Kuala Lumpur, almost always very successfully.

Even during a severe testing period in his life when he was on the verge of giving up the brahmacari ashram, he fled from the thought as advised by his beloved spiritual master and emerged an even stronger brahmacari to carry on his services. This and many other incidents exhibited his stong guru nista. He also successfully organised an unforgettable and most impressive sisya samuh for the disciples of H.H. Jayapataka Swami Maharaj, increasing tremendously the guru nista of each and every devotee who attended this festival.

He was a visionary leader who wanted to serve Srila Prabhupada’s movement in the best ways possible. Congregation Development, which is the heart and soul of his spiritual master, was very dear to his heart. He was keen on building up the Congregation Development Ministry, and with the help of his team made significant progress in systematically organizing this department in the Klang Valley.

He also made considerable effort to extend help to other centers across Malaysia and nearby countries to come together to develop this area in their respective yatras. He organised regular regional congregation development meetings which attracted participants from across Malaysia and neighbouring countries. In fact it was during such a seminar on July 18, 2009 that Prabhu breathed his last.

Uttama Caitanya Prabhu also encouraged the implementation of the Spiritual Counsellor system in SJMKL. He was confident that this system, which has been incredibly successful in Sri Sri Radha Gopinath Mandir, Chowpatty, India, would accelerate the spiritual growth of every yatra member. As he predicted, the congregation of SJMKL has made much spiritual progress since the system was introduced.

The internationally famous Damodara project was born and nourished under the leadership of Uttama Caitanya Prabhu. During one of the annual launches of the Damodara program, H.H. Jayapataka Swami Maharaj was so pleased, that at the end of the program, Maharaj tightly embraced him, bringing tears to Uttama Caitanya Prabhu’s eyes as well as the eyes of many who witnessed this loving exchange. Understanding the desire of his beloved spiritual master, he attempted to educate the worldwide ISKCON community on how to conduct the Damodar home and public programs. He sent his team members far and wide - to Delhi, Tirupati, Vadohara in India, and personally visited Mauritius, South Africa, and Indonesia among other places.

“Prabhupada Man”
Uttama Caitanya Prabhu was through and through a Prabhupada man. He constantly emphasized on sticking to the basics – good sadhana, humble seva, unoffensive japa, and sad-achar. He strongly believed that mass distribution of Krsna Consciousness should be carried on using Srila Prabhupada’s formula – book distribution, prasadam distribution, and harinama sankirtana.

With this firm faith he worked very hard to develop these three areas. Just a few days before his departure, he formally registered ISKCON Kuala Lumpur’s Food For Life program with the registrar of societies - a remarkable milestone in the history of SJMKL. The harinama sankirtana division has sky rocketed to organizing over 100 harinamas each year. Book distribution has also escalated to the point that SJMKL is now the top book distributor in ISKCON Malaysia.

Other Services
Uttama Caitanya Prabhu had a special attachment for deity worship, Sri Vrindavan Dham and Sri Sri Radhe Shyam. He loved to cook for the deities and serve the devotees. During his tenure as Temple President he brought about tremendous changes in the deity worship department and effortlessly organised grand festivals for the pleasure of Their Lordships. He was also an excellent actor and always emphasised on dramas as a good medium to preach. In 2001, his Jagannatha Priya Nataka won raving reviews in many leading local newspapers.

He was a warm host to all those who visited Sri Jagannath Mandir. He always ensured that guests were nicely received and served Lord Jagannath’s prasadam. He extended these warm welcomes even to regular devotees, constantly greeting us with a smile and folded hands, also ensuring that we honoured sufficient prasadam. He always insisted that in Jagannath’s home, no one should ever leave without prasadam.

Uttama Caitanya Prabhu was zealous in implementing programs to train and care for devotees. He also strongly encouraged the development of vaishnava training programs such as the the Gokul Garden for children, Pandava Sena for teenagers, and many seasonal courses on philosophical topics. He lent undivided support to the university preaching program (VOICE), which has been expanding very rapidly.

Inspiration for All
For most of us, he came across as a character straight out of the Caitanya Caritamrita; following as closely as possible in the footsteps of the Gaura bhakta vrindas. His aura was that of a learned saintly person, always detached, calm and composed. His tall and lean form was full of grace; his movements regal yet humble. His big eyes extended like lotus petals; and his face was always adorned with a smile. His nature was soft, compassionate and mellow. He was always mild and gentle in his dealings.

Uttama Prabhu drew inspiration from many of the previous acharyas. He would often shed tears of love while speaking of them in lectures. Apart from his spiritual master, his most recent sources of inspiration were H.H. Gour Govind Maharaj and H.G. Jayananda Prabhu. Devotees have noted the similarities between Uttama Caitanya Prabhu and H.G. Jayananda Prabhu in terms of touching the lives of many devotees and non-devotees alike. Uttama Caitanya Prabhu constantly tried to follow in the footsteps and instil the mood of H.G. Jayananda Prabhu in the hearts of all SJMKL members.

His personal necessities were minimal - he wore simple, worn out dhotis. His eating habits were frugal; and his main delights were speaking Hari Katha and serving the Vaishnavas. He was always detached from bodily needs. On fasting days he would lead ecstatic kirtans until very late, forgetting the needs of the body. He would then serve prasadam to all the devotees and only honour some himself when all had left.

He was a wonderful example of a strict devotee and dedicated follower of Srila Prabhupada. Despite opposition and criticism from many outsiders Uttama Caitanya Prabhu remained steadfast in Krsna Consciousness. He remained humble and unassuming even in immense success.

His life has been a wonderful source of inspiration for all of us - the Congregation of Sri Jagannath Mandir Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia.

The End

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Wednesday, July 22, 2009

"A tribute to a true leader, par excellence"




Hare Krishna
Please accept my humble obeisances
All Glories to His Divine Grace A.C. Bhaktivedanta Swami Prabhupada
All Glories to Sri Guru and Gauranga

The bereavement is deep; the parting is tragic, heartbreaking and painful to accept. No words can fully describe the tragedy of the loss of one so young, one who is so supremely intelligent, talented, vibrant, full of energy and life.

Unfortunately HG’s time and presence with us was snuffed out so prematurely before we could all enjoy the full benefit and association of this trained intellect and dedicated disciple of HH Jayapataka Swami Maharaj. Above all, HG’s humility will be greatly missed and it shall stand forever tall as an inspirational beacon. Few or none that I know have ever uttered a harsh word of HG Uttama Prabuji and likewise never have I seen or heard of a word of admonition uttered by HG. Admiration and awe of him were the order of the day; neither spoken nor expressed but universally felt by one and all, hence the outpouring of grief, shock, disbelief and sadness on Sunday 19th.

HG stood tall amongst devotees and visitors. A GIANT of a Vaishnava he was, wise and selflessly helping each and everyone who came his way, nay; he went out of his way to accommodate devotees and guests of SJMKL. He was always one of the last to take prasadam at the Sunday Feasts, choosing instead to mingle with the assembled devotees to exchange a few lilas and sharing thoughts and always enquiring lovingly over devotees’ sadhanas. HG was always caring and encouraging in his ways, gently calling forth the importance of discipline in the ways of a Vaishnava and to move north in the quest for KC.

His infectious and inimitable laughter shall linger long in our memory as will his dedication to the cause and service to ISKCON. Never selfish with his knowledge and training; always appreciative of assistance rendered. Ever so quick to chant the holy name in gratitude and blessing, made more memorable by his bright infectious smile, facial radiance and persona. That was HG Uttama Caitanya prabhu, a true leader who will be profoundly and sincerely missed by his beloved devotees.

The feeling of sadness and loss is greater still as we are now not in a position to say thank you in person, for one last time, to prostrate before him in humble obeisance, for HG has indeed given so much to so many. In the days gone by HG would never accept a thank you from devotees but would always quickly brush off our sense of appreciation and admiration to him with hands raised and a chant of His holy name, accompanied by his ever captivating smile. That was the simplicity of HG, all efforts were his but every bit of adulation, gratitude and accolade were for his guru and the cause he served so well and tirelessly too.

HG was a leader par excellence, delegating as much as he could, not for lack of skill or ability but for the far sighted wisdom of training others via participative leadership. Whilst he delegated, HG never let up on being kept in the loop of the on goings and was always there to guide and share his wealth of knowledge and experience. It is perhaps this distant, yet hands-on involvement with all and sundry that prompts devotees to feel so deeply attached to HG and makes his passing ever more difficult to bear and to come to terms with. HG was there for each and every one of us, unselfishly.

HG was eloquent both in English and Tamil, speaking off the cuff and quoting Vedic literature with ease, much to the awe and admiration of all present. HG’s fluency in Tamil must be given its due credit and reflected in its true perspective, for a leader such as HG trained himself in the language for want of better service to his congregation. HG’s formal education was in English and BM only. Kudos and my humble obeisances to you, Your Grace, what more can a novice devotee, taking shelter like me, say of your efforts to serve us better.

I remember vividly HG’s zest for ecstatic Kirtan and the sharing of the joy of group participation at the September 2008, Vaishnava sammelan (gathering) in Port Dickson. HG led the Kirtan till the wee hours of the morning, 1am to be exact; full of vigour and energy such that the last mrdanga player, Sriman Biran Prabu almost gave up trying to keep pace with HG; palms and fingers aching. As may be expected, I was late for the next day’s morning mangala arati. HG however, was one of the first to arrive and later chided devotees in a friendly, affectionate way for not finding the discipline in them to make it on time for prayers, even at an auspicious meeting such as that. The sign of a true leader - HG Uttama Chaitanya prabhu.

As a dramatist, HG led from the front and took his various roles as would a duck to water. In June, at a skit in the SJMKL, during the Snana Yatra Festival, HG while dressed as King Indrayumna (less the headgear) made the mandatory general announcements, proceeded to introduce and warmly welcomed new comers to SJMKL (totally oblivious to giggles and laughter of the assembled devotees, who were more accustomed to HG dressed in saffron then in theatre attire) and thereafter immediately assumed the Kingly role upon adorning the headgear. He gave a splendid performance, no less and added much joy and spontaneity to the front row devotees with acknowledging yet impromptu eye and facial gestures as he had done before in his role as Kamsa at Sentral and Dewan Soma ... a committed actor, a dedicated scholar, a passionate teacher, an unswerving vaishnava, a friend and true leader, par excellence.

Your Grace, we will all miss you so dearly.

We pray that Lord Krishna may reward you with a place of eminence at His lotus feet.
Hare Bol!
Sriman Raaj

"He had a vision of Vrndavan"


His Grace Uttama Caitanya prabhu had many many wonderful qualities. He was an extremely rare personality who in his brief years in the temple, managed to touch the lives of so many people in various profoundly deep and meaningful ways.

He involved himself deeply in every arm of the temple, from deity worship, which was very dear to him, to cooking, book distribution, FFL, what not... Over the years, he was instrumental in organizing and executing every major festival at one time or another. He was expert in everything (another quality of a devotee)...from deity dressing, arathi, cooking, managing, preaching, drama, kirtan, in short, there was never an excuse to learn something for the service of Srila Prabhupada.

....And his classes.., equally eloquent in both Tamil and English, his lectures were highly instructive, moving and saturated with devotion, all delivered in a most engaging manner with never a dull moment owing to his disarming sense of humour.

His Grace was singularly passionate about devotee care and he did his utmost to reach out to hundreds (or thousands) of people to make them feel appreciated and cared for, and he did this sincerely with the desire of helping us to feel at ease in this family. One did not have to be privileged to seek his counsel or assistance. He was very approachable and freely gave himself to anyone. He had an infectious smile, a razor sharp wit, and coupled with his mesmerising charisma, he would expertly engage everyone blissfully in services, never letting us being idle or feeling left out. I know of many people he had touched that had made all the difference in their lives.

How rare was this jewel amongst vaishnavas. His Grace Uttama Caitanya prabhuji was one person who had an immaculately clear vision of the spiritual world, and he endeavoured selflessly and tirelessly uphill amidst many obstacles to establish Vrndavan in Jaganath Mandir for our benefit. He really did! In this, there was no doubt that he really understood the heartfelt desire (mano bhistam) of his Gurumaharaj and Srila Prabupada. There were many who helped him, but it was his vision that propelled and unified the congregation and fuelled our enthusiasm collectively.

For me, HG Uttama Caitanya prabhu is all of the above and more. He is one of the three pillars in my life. He was my first siksha Guru and still remains one. I owe it to him that I joined ISKCON. I owe him many things. For my wife and me, he has made all the difference in our lives and we will always cherish his memory. We consider ourselves inconceivably blessed for getting his association and the chance of serving him.

... And we will keep him alive always in our hearts.

Sincerely from our hearts,
Sudarshan Das, Kaumodaki Devi Dasi & Prahlad

"A warm smile to welcome me "


I'm struggling to accept that Uttama Caitanya prabhu has left his body. He was one of those few people who made strong impression on my early days inkrsna consciousness.

Although I'm no longer a regular at the temple, he's treated me without partiality. He's always had a good word and a warm smile to welcome me whenever I visited the temple.I will be missing his kindness and sense of humour. And that distinct laugh of his.

I can't imagine how hard it must be for all of you who have had sucha close relationship with him. It must be very sobering to realise how temporary our positions are. Very sobering too that we can 'go' at anytime.It is a loss to the temple, congregation and devotees of Malaysia that Uttama Caitanya prabhu has left us to continue his services to Guru Maharaja, Srila Prabhupada and Krishna in a different capacity and different sphere.

I hope the KL congregation will gradually recover from this loss and move forward to continue with their wonderful preaching activities. It will be afitting tribute to Uttama Caitanya prabhu.

Your servant
Asraya Nitai dasi

"Your departure is my greatest lost"

Hare Krishna
Please accept my humble obeisances
All Glories to His Divine Grace A.C.Bhaktivedanta Swami Prabhupada
All Glories to His Grace Uttama Caitanya Prabhu

I’m in a great shock to know of the sudden departure of His Grace Uttama Caitanya Prabhu. I have no words to say bout this. Currently I am in England, terribly shocked!! His Grace Uttama Caitanya Prabhu always guided me when I first participated in the Krsna Consciousness movement. He introduced me to Gaurachandra Prabhu, to guide me...but my eyes blinded by all maya.. I’m very sorry prabhu, I always thought of meeting you once I come back to Malaysia.. Please forgive this sinful soul... Your departure is my greatest lost...I humbly beg at the Lotus feet of Sri Sri Radha Krsna to bless His Grace Uttama Caitanya Prabhu for all success in Krishna consciousness.

Your servant,
Sharm Manickam

"Exemplary leadership, extraordinaire!"


HG Uttama Caitanya Prabhu, was certainly an amazing individual who possessed exemplary leadership qualities which served him well as Temple President of ISKCON Kuala Lumpur for the past 10 years. He allowed a fundamental department of the temple, the Congregational Development Ministry (CDM) a free hand to propose and organize its activities without much bureaucracy but ensured that all activities remained under the guidance of HG’s sharp vision and intellect.

HG had an astounding ability to look forward, and the CDM of SJMKL grew profoundly over the years and as a result of that, the international promotion of Damodara Month took place in 2008. The promotion highlighted SJMKL in the eyes of all ISKCON yatra’s worldwide. In February 2009, HG Uttama Caitanya Prabhu along with Visnu Caitanya Prabhu, both who headed the Malaysia CDM were conferred with the Rupa Gosvami Award by Mayapur’s CDM for creating the Damodara Program and successfully promoting it through out Southeast Asia and South Africa.

Besides having excellent managerial skills, HG was undoubtedly a caring and compassionate individual who looked at other’s welfare above his own. This quality was clearly exhibited when HG wanted the Spiritual Counselor system, founded by ISKCON Sri Sri Radha Gopinatha Mandir, Chowpatty to be duplicated and implemented in the KL yatra. Over the years, HG personally looked over the execution of this system in helping to maintain the congregation by promoting devotee care.

HG even asked that a special training seminar to Sri Sri Radha Gopinatha Mandir be organized so that the Spiritual Counselors themselves could be trained to help others improve in their spiritual endeavors. I still remember his last words,“A devotee should be cared, guided, trained and cultivated in the spiritual path and that should be the first priority”. HG always emphasized quality chanting and reading Srila Prabhupada’s books as the single most important thing that a devotee can benefit from taking shelter of Srila Prabhupada’s ISKCON movement; all our endeavors should henceforth, be dovetailed towards facilitating these two endeavors.
His love and passion for preaching had no limits; HG left his body during the CDM
Meeting Convention weekend in Klang. HG always showed tremendous enthusiasm and love for congregational preaching and Srila Prabhupada’s movement.

As CDM’s chairman of SJMKL, we will defiantly continue HG’s vision for SJMKL by expanding CDM activities both in terms of quantity and quality.

In Vaishnava service,
Srivas caitanya das
CDM, SJMKL.

"That was his mood...that of a Vrajabasi"


Hare Krishna.

I write this homage or rather glorification of HG Uttama Caitanya prabhu, my Friend, Confidante, Spiritual Mentor and Temple President with a heavy heart, filled with deep sorrow. I never even imagined that this day would come....so soon.

Many a times he would invite me to speak on the Vyasa Puja or Disappearance day celebrations of the spiritual masters and I would say, ‘You better be around to say something nice about me when I die” and he would grin and give me that huge open eyed mocking stare, but now, here I am endeavouring to express my heartfelt loss for this wonderful personality where words will indeed not suffice. Nevertheless, I wish to attempt glorifying him the best way I know how....from my heart.

I met Uttama prabhu at Jeyanthi mataji’s husband’s office opening ceremony in 2002. He was performing the prayers and acknowledged my presence with a nod. When I met mataji later that day, she told me that her Temple President asked her to make sure I got lots of prasad...halva. He was astute from the very beginning.

On my first visit to Sri Jaganath Mandir, he was giving a Bhagavad Gita class which I felt completely related to me. After that he approached me and asked me what I thought about the class, to which I replied, “I felt the class was for me, was it prabhu?” and he replied, “well if you feel that way, then yes, it was for you” This was the beginning of our ‘spiritual connection’. He had the amazing ability to gage my spiritual needs and reached out sincerely and mercifully to fulfil them.

I cannot but wholeheartedly agree with all the devotees about the wonderful qualities and attributes possessed by this vaisnava. By the dint of his causeless mercy, I found my shelter at the lotus feet of Srila Prabhupada’s ISKCON once again. He immediately engaged me in devotional service when we met for the first time. On our second meeting, he promised me that if I engaged in devotional service in Sri Jaganath Mandir, I will never leave ISKCON and that I will be spiritually situated once again, after my 18 year absence in the movement. He fulfilled that promise and he walked the spiritual journey with me until he safely placed me at the lotus feet of my spiritual master, HH Bhakti Charu Swami.

Uttama prabhu wore many hats in my relationship with him. The one he wore the most was that of a friend and confidante. He would take time to speak on the pastimes of the Lord, Vrajadhama, Govardhana and many views of what he had read about. He was an avid reader and always had the need to share his knowledge and express himself in a very profound way with devotees.

He was quite a profound person with deep insight into the teachings of the scriptures and Vedic edicts. This was the case when he gave amazing classes. Nevertheless I used to almost scold him for giving classes that stretched for more than an hour and left us mentally exhausted in the heat of the Temple Hall!. That was his mood and like everyone else I tend to think now that he was trying to give as much as possible in this one life time.

He personally helped me organize my Guru Maharaj’s Vyasa Pujas and gave me all the support of a senior devotee and Temple President in the last 7 years. The years when I was away in Ujjain, Prabhuji was my connection to SJMKL and our beautiful Deities. He would describe Sri Jaganatha with such love and reverence. He was very very attached to Them. I used to tell him that I loved the Deity dressing on Tuesdays the most, not knowing that it was his duty to dress Them on that day. He used to laugh in his usual loud manner and say, “oh...I don’t dress Them so opulently....I like to see Them dressed simple and sweet, like Krishna and Balaram”. Many a time he would say, “You know mataji, I would love to see lots and lots of long pearl strands on Gaura Nitai just like how they dress Krishna Balaram in Vrindavan”.That was his mood...that of a Vrajabasi.

I could write so much about this very loved person, how he thought me how to make pancamrita for abhisek, draft newsletters, cut oranges the correct way, so many things but what remains etched in my heart is how he would find the time, look for another prabhu to accompany him to visit me in my home when I was suffering from cancer.
He would bring with him Sri Jaganath’s garland, prasad and tulsi for spiritual strength to persevere. He brought me an MP3, recorded my Gurudev’s lectures and music to engage my mind, he would give me VCDs and say, “Mataji watch this Nimai of Nadia on your own and feel the love of Mahaprabhu and I guarantee you that your heart will melt and you will weep”. He would literally blast me when I was in a mental state, console me when I was lamenting, teach me the art of being focused and diligent in my devotional service....the list just goes on.

I am determined to make his demise a source of inspiration and guide so that I am able to fulfil his many expectations of me as a devotee. He wanted that I always kept my focus on Srila Prabhupada, that I serve my Guru with unflinching faith and that I detach myself from the influence of quarrel, pettiness and spiritual narrow mindedness that may impede on my spiritual growth. He always wanted that I take the mood of my Guru Maharaj and give genuine affection and care to others around me and bring them to Krishna Consciousness. He wanted me to always write and express myself and my realizations like my Gurudev.

I pray to Sri Radhesyam that I may be empowered to fulfil his wishes and imbibe the teachings and practices of a sincere vaisnava.

My dearest Uttama Prabhu, I will miss your funny faces and big white teethed grins. I will miss your teasing and merry making. I shall miss your divine association and spiritual energy that permeates in your very presence. I shall miss your ‘haribols’ and not so funny jokes. I shall even miss your out of tune kirtans and hearing you sing your favourite bhajans. Your absence Prabhuji, has left a deep void in my life but I am convinced that you are already in the embrace of Srila Prabhupada and serving Sri Sri Radha Syamasundar in your original constitutional position in the spiritual world of Goloka Vrindavan, the way you wanted.

Thank you prabhuji for just being you and for enriching my life in so many ways. Please make some arrangement to greet me there in the beautiful abode of the Lord when my time comes too. Until then I shall endeavour to serve vaisnavas with your blessings always in a sincere, honest and caring manner. You would say that in the end of the day, the essence of Krishna Consciousness is love and when the field of the heart is fragrant with love and compassion then we not only are able to give this love genuinely but receive it also many folds, and you are an example of that. By the mercy of Guru and Gauranga I shall begin the fine tuning process on myself.

All Glories to HG Uttama Caitanya das, my Siksa Guru and Friend.
Yours servant in the service of Guru & Gauranga
Chitrangada devi dasi.

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

Smrti Sabha Details - Sunday, 26 July


Hare Krsna

All glories to Sri Sri Radha Syamasunder
Bhagavan
All glories to Sri Sri Jagannatha Baladeva and Subhadra Maiya
All glories to Sri Sri Gaura Nitai
All glories to Srila Prabhupada
Dearly respected Maharajas, Prabhus and Matajis

Please accept our humble obeisances

The SJMKL management team would like to sincerely thank all devotees, especially HG Simheswara prabhu, and all National Council leaders, who attended the funeral ceremony and rendered assistance in various areas.

Kindly be informed that the Smrti Sabha ceremony will be held as follows:

Venue: Sri Jagannatha Mandir Kuala Lumpur
Date: 26th July 2009 [Sunday]
Time: 9.00am to 1.00pm

Tentative Itinerary:
7.30am: Darshan Arati
7.45am: Srila Prabhupada Guru Puja & Kirtan
8.15am: Sri Sri Sikshastakam & Group Japa
8.45am: Class by HG Simhesvara pr. [disappearance of Vaishnavas]
9.15am: Light Breakfast Prasad
9.30am: Multi-Media Show - Remembering HG Utama Caitanya pr. [by HG Mulakaranam]
10.00am: Eulogy - Remembrance & Glorification of HG Uttama Caitanya pr. [Facilitator - HG Krishna Chandra pr.]
11.30am: 'His Favorite Skits' by Vraja Arts Theatre [Srimen Kamalanathan]
12.00pm: Renewal of Pledge by SJMKL Management Team
12.15pm: Arati & Lamp Offerings [HG Tattvavit pr and HG Tyaga Caitanya pr.]
12.30pm: Puspanjali & Kirtan
1.00pm: Sumptuous Feast

Please accept this as a personal invitation and kindly grace this Vedic ceremony.
Your presence is our happiness. Thank you.

Your servant
Rasika Murari dasa
On behalf of Sri Jagannatha Mandir Kuala Lumpur Management Team

"My heart goes to him"

Please accept my humble obeisances.
All glories to Srila Prabhupada.

I am quite shocked and surprised to read about the sudden passing of Uttama Caitanya Prabhu. This just shows how flimsy this material world and the material body are. I was just looking for my trip to Malaysia next month where I will be able to give some classes in KL temple and hoping to interact with Uttama. So it’s quite shocking that he passed away so suddenly in his young age. Michael Jackson was making a big plan for a 50 concert to re-invent himself, then he died suddenly. We may make so many plans, but death doesn't care how glorious our plans may be. The only plan a devotee makes is his increased service to guru and Krishna.

Every devotee who passes away while in the service of guru and Krishna are assured of better destination in their next life.

I am sure Uttama Caitanya Prabhu will have a better opportunity for his path back to home back to Godhead in his next life. My heart goes to him, to the devotees in Malaysia and to those who are close to him.Hoping to see you soon in Malaysia for the Janmasthami, that is if I don't leave my body by that time.

Your servant,
Isvara dasa..

"A character straight out of Chaitanya Caritamrita"


The news of HG Uttama pr’s sudden departure has been very difficult to digest for all devotees including myself and my family. It is difficult for us to imagine Sri Jagannath Mandir without him. It will take some time for us to come to terms with this sudden turn of events. Truly, the ways of the Lord are mysterious. How to understand that such a visionary leader who leading the temple to newer and newer heights was abruptly snatched away from us? But the Lord must have some special plan. Perhaps in time he may reveal it to us.
For my own purification I would like to pen down a few thoughts that cross my heart today. As I remember His Grace Uttama pr, my heart is full of various feelings of gratitude, affection, respect, admiration and at the same time a feeling of sudden loss and emptiness.


My association with HG Uttama Chaitanya pr developed only after he was appointed as the temple president of Sri Jagannath Mandir in 2001. For me, he came across as a character straight out of Chaitanya Caritamrita; as one would imagine one of the Gaura bhakta vrindas to be. His aura was that of a learned saintly person, always detached, calm and composed. His tall and lean form was full of grace. His movements were regal yet humble. His big eyes extended like lotus petals and his face was always adorned with a smile. His personal necessities were minimal.

I always saw him wearing simple worn out clothes. His eating was frugal and his delights were speaking Hari Katha and serving the Vaishnavas. He was a wonderful example of a strict devotee and a dedicated follower of Srila Prabhupada.

Uttama prabhu was very warm host to all those who visited Sri Jagannath Mandir. He always ensured that guests were received nicely and served with Jagannath’s prasadam. He would welcome everyone including regular devotees with a smile and folded hands and offer them prasadam. He always insisted that in Jagannath’s home no one ever leaves without prasadam and that there is always something for everyone.
Uttama pr was a visionary leader who wanted to serve Srila Prabhupada’s movement in the best way possible. Congregation Development was very dear to his heart. With that end in mind he was keen to implement schemes to train and take care of devotees. He was particularly keen to implement the Spiritual Counsellor system which has been so successful in Sri Sri Radha Gopinath temple. This was his pet project. He was very convinced that this system would be best available vehicle to transform the temple into the kind Srila Prabhupada wanted, a Vaikuntha atmosphere. He made much effort in that direction and much progress has been made under his guidance.

He was also keen on organizing the congregational development ministry systematically and with the help of his team made significant progress in organizing this department in the Klang Valley. He also made considerable effort to extend help to other centers across Malaysia and nearby countries to come together to develop this area in their respective yatras. Regular regional congregation development meetings were organized which attracted participation from across Malaysia and neighbouring contries.

In fact it was during such a seminar last weekend that Prabhu breathed his last. The internationally famous Damodara program also spread under his leadership.

Also programs to train children (Gokul Garden) and teenagers(Pandava Sena) in KC also developed because of his insistence. He was through and through a Prabhupada man. He always emphasized on sticking to the basics – good sadhana and humble seva. He would repeatedly emphasize on good chanting and sadachar.

He strongly believed that mass distribution of Krishna consciousness should be done using Srila Prabhupada’s formula – Book Distribution, Prasadam distribution and Harinama Sankirtana. With this firm faith he really worked hard to develop these three areas.

Only a few days ago he was able to formally register a charity for Food for Life. Harinama Sankirtana department has sky rocketed to many hundreds of harinamas each year. Book distribution is also expanding.

In spite of opposition and criticism prabhu remained firm and kept moving on. Even in success prabhu remained humble and was always unassuming. His nature was soft, compassionate and mellow. He was always mild and gentle in his dealings. I have never seen him lose his temper. Always compassionate and trying to see how to help others even when they misunderstood him and tried to vilify him.

Also I must mention that he had very special attachment for Sri Vrindavan Dham and Sri Sri Radhe Shyam and was especially attached to worshipping the deities of the Lord. He loved to cook and serve the devotees. He was always detached from his bodily needs. Even on fasting days he will continue his ecstatic kirtans until very late forgetting the needs of the body. He would then serve prasadam to all the devotees and then only at last honour some prasadam. In that way he demonstrated much detachment.

He was also an eloquent speaker of Hari Katha and very learned in Gaudiya Vaishnava siddhanta. His life has been a wonderful inspiration for all of us. Especially for myself he provided me spiritual shelter. He was like my guardian and protector in KL, especially since I moved to Malaysia from Mumbai. I will ever remain grateful to him for that.

Thank you dear Uttama prabhuji for being such a wonderful example for all of us. I seek your blessings to be able to imbibe your wonderful vaishnava qualities!

HG Uttama Chaitanya pr ki Jai!!!

your servant
Gaura Chandra Das (RNS)

"An exemplary vaisnava " - ISKCON CDM Ministry


In Memory of HG Uttama Caitanya Prabhu, Temple President of ISKCON KualaLumpur, Malaysia from ISKCON Congregational Development Ministry

We are very sad to hear about Uttama Caitanya Prabhu sudden departure. He was an exemplary vaisnava who extended himself to care for many devotees and pioneered on many wonderful projects in reaching out to everyone. He was a very important member of our worldwide vision and managing team with the Congregational Development Ministry and we will definitely miss his association and enthusiasm and will treasure his great contributions.

We recently received a letter from him, where he was enthusiasticallyreported his latest contributions and visions for Malaysia:
-Letter sent to the Ministry on July 15th, 2009.

"Yes, we just launched the Bhakti Homes project during the Sunday Feast on July 5th. HG Simheswara pr did the launch. We are enlisting the BHs. We expect to list down at least 250 BHs by year-end. Then the real work will begin of engaging them and helping them.""We pray may Srila Prabhupada be pleased with our endeavour."

"Thank you.
Dasanudasa
Uttama Caitanya dasa"

We, at the Congregational Development Ministry feel His absence and pray that Lord Krishna remains constantly by his side wherever he goes with his devotional service. We know that he has surely achieved his mission here in the endeavour to please Srila Prabhupada and all the previous Acaryas.

Your servant
Seva Swarupa das
General Manager
Congregational Development Ministry

"One in a million"

U – Unbelievable and sorrowful is your demise
T – Together we seek an answer
T – to your departure
A – Amidst tears and choking voices we glorify you in the
M – manner you so very much deserve. You thought us the importance of
A – acceptance yet we all fail to exercise it when you left us.

P – Prabu, you are so much missed
R – right from the moment I saw you, I knew you were and still are one in
A – a million, one in a million who has been
B – bestowed with so many virtues and admirable qualities.
U – ur (your) humility, love, purity, devotion, knowledge and wisdom have left us dumbfounded.

Prabu,
Because we love you, we will try our very best to tread on this spiritual path with sincerity in our hearts. Bless us prabu, with your mercy. Haribol!

Inthira, Maduri & Vaishnavi.

"I feel his passing as a great personal loss"


Dear devotees of ISKCON Malaysia
Please accept my best wishes.
All glories to Srila Prabhupada.

I am shocked by the sudden and untimely departure of Uttama Caitanya prabhu.He was very dear to me, and I feel his passing as a great personal loss.Whenever I would come, from time to time, to Kuala Lumpur, he always went out of his way to look after me, and was always very friendly and helpful. Inever heard him say an unkind word to anyone, and rather his mood was always one of a sincere and merciful Vaisnava. Such devotees are very rare, and their loss is tragic. I am praying to Srimati Radharani and Lord Krishna to protect him and take him forward in his devotional service, back towards Goloka Vrindavana.

Hoping this meets you well.
Your servant,
Bhakti Caitanya Swami

"His departure has left a tremendous void"

His Grace Uttama Prabhu has touched the heart of many people (devotees and non-devotees) and he will be fondly remembered for his care and love. His departure has left a tremendous void because everything that happens in SJMKL has his input in one way or another.

Prabhu's greatest mission is to complete the second phase and he wanted a snack bar so that devotees can relish krsna's prasadam at all times. Prabhu always had the welfare and well being of the devotees very close to his heart and he will do everything within his capacity to help devotees to progress in krsna consciousness.

He being a vaishnava brahmana could have easily completed the second phase because vaishnava's like him are very dear to krsna. However he has left the honour for us to complete it. These are the great characteristics of a great vaishnava. He is fearless and never ever felt threatened while executing his duties as the Temple President.

We just hope and pray that prabhu will continue to supervise and guide us in our day to day running of SJMKL. Prabhu will be always very dear to us and will be always our Siksa Guru.

Never have so many owed so much to one person. I and my family pay our respectfull obeisances to this great general of SJMKL.

Hare Krsna.
Your servant,
Sukantha Krsna Das , Poorna Presenna devi dasi and Prahlad.

"He never used to accept any credit"

It is indeed very shocking to hear about the sudden departure of HG Uttama Caitanya pr. Following is small token of appreciation that I want to offer to HG Uttama Caitanya.

Qualities of HG Uttama Caitanya Pr:

1. Spiritual Manager: Yes.. .He was a spiritual manager who would use his excellent managerial skill in the service and pleasure of his Guru and Srila Prabhupada. I remember many festivals and yatras which were successfully conducted under the leadership of HG Uttama Caitanya Pr. And it was wonderful that in festival he would be seen everywhere he will take care of guests, then he will be giving lecture and then he will take care of prasadam and then in late night kirtan. It was really surprising to see such an enthusiastic leader who would come forward where ever necessary.

2. Dedicated servant of his spiritual master: This is most amazing quality of HG Uttama Caitanya Pr. We could observe that whatever is doing he was doing only for pleasure of his Guru. And I saw twice that whenever he would welcome HH Jayapataka Maharaj with garland, maharaja would take out that garland and put the garland around his neck. This shows that how much Maharaj was happy with him for his service.

3. Tolerance: Actually this is the first quality that I had observed in HG Uttama Caitanya Pr. Because as a neophyte devotee I did many small to big mistake while carrying out insignificant service in the temple. And one sentence he used to say that I cannot forgot that "If you cannot tolerate devotees then what is hope?"

4. Never accepting credit: He never used to accept any credit whenever I tried to admire about anything be it management in festivals or success of Vaishnava sammelan(gathering) in Port Dickson. Whenever I tried to thank him he used to say "You should thank to Srila Prabhupada. All is happening just by the mercy of Srila Prabhupada."

5. Wonderful Lectures: I still remember those wonderful endless lectures that were full of pastimes, philosophy and spiritual humour.

And I am sure I am missing many more qualities of HG Uttama Caitanya Pr. I heard that it is very auspicious for a disciple to leave this world before his Guru. So, though as a neophyte devotee but still I pray at the lotus feet of Lordship Jaganath, Baladev, Subadra, Gaur-Nitai and Srila Prabhupada that he achieve whatever his guru-maharaj desires.

Your Servant,
Parag

"His smile was like his bliss"


He is my Godbrother eternally
He was my friend in the land of the Sandalwood Trees.
Always there to greet me.
At the House of the King
Never did I ever think,
He would sail away indeed.
We praise the King together
Singing and dancing wild
We laughed, we jumped, we fly.
With friends and brothers alike

His smile was like his bliss
Always there in his heart
Now he will not be there to greet me
I will be bereft of joy
Yet I was lucky enough to know him
Although we live far apart we serve the King together when he was in distant lands.

Now my mind thinks more deeply,
You will always be there to greet me
You leave in the memory of all
But the palace must be kind of silence in an air of Mystery involved.
The servants walk saddened for the lack of sound.. your voice.
Our Guru Parampara Our King He gave us Love of God we can bare it all now.
We can see all clear, nothing is lost all is here on Him the Lord and the King.
We just have to follow Him to the land of no return were you have gone running to live.
I must thank you for all the Kindness that you have freely gave us all this years in Jaganath Mandir.

Your Godbrother Prahlad Nrsmha das Adhikary.

"An eloquent speaker of Krishna Katha "

Hare Krishna
Please accept my humble obeisances
All Glories to His Divine Grace A.C. Bhaktivedanta Swami Prabhupada
All Glories to Sri Guru and Gauranga

I felt very sad at the sudden departure of His Grace Uttama Caitanya Prabhu. I was in KL in 2002 for about a half year, during that period I had the opportunity to meet Uttama Caitanya prabhu.

1) When I first met him he received me very warmly.

2) He was the first devotee to introduce me for the first time to His Holiness Jayapataka Swami Maharaja, when he came to SJMKL for a brief stopover visit on Aug21, 2002.

3) He was very kind to me and allowed me to stay in Temple’s Brahmachari ashram during weekends.

4) One time he told me "Shyam Sunder pr we have a play to do tomorrow come we will make you Demigod". Unfortunately I couldn’t take part in that play as I missed the vehicle in which devotees were going to perform the play.

5) One time he personally drove me to a ceremony (Hospital opening) which he was attending. While driving he spoke to me about difficulties in preaching in India.

6) Last time I met him in Bhuvaneshwar ISKCON Temple when he was on Yatra to India, he spoke to me very kindly and enquired about my spiritual progress.

7) Above all His Grace Uttama Caitanya Prabhu recommended me to H.H. Jayapataka Swami Maharaja to give me his shelter. I shall ever remain grateful to him for the same.

8) Prabhuji was very eloquent speaker of Krishna Katha I still remember his narration of Jagannatha Katha on Snana Yatra festival.

9) One time he was addressing a small assembly of devotees some where in a small center in Malaysia, the devotees were mostly Tamil speaking, seeing me sitting in first row he started to give lecture in Tamil and also translate himself into English.

10) He was very good English writer I cherished reading his Vrindavan Yatra reports/dairies. I always carry this image of His Grace Uttama Caitanya Prabhu, - He seemed internally very very absorbed in Krishna Consciousness and was feeling intense separation.

I humbly beg at the Lotus feet of Sri Sri Jagannath Baladeva and Subhadra to bless His Grace Uttama Caitanya Prabhu for all success in Krishna consciousness.

Your most insignificant aspiring servant
Shyam Sunder
Hyderabad India

Monday, July 20, 2009

"He was such a wonderful devotee"

Yes, I received this sad news already. He was such a wonderful devotee.It will undoubtedly be a great loss for the Malaysian Yatra.Since he left his body fasting on an Ekadasi he will derive aninconceivable spiritual benefit out of it. Krsna has His wonderful wayof taking care of His devotees.
Yours in the service of Srila Prabhupada,
Bhakti Charu Swami

"Passed away gloriously befitting a soldier of Caitanya Mahaprabhu's army"


I was indescribably shocked and gravely saddened when I received the painful news on the passing of our Temple President, HG Utama Caitanya prabhu. However, after hearing the circumstances under which he left, one can’t help thinking that he had definitely and undoubtedly left us ONLY to join the eternal abode of Sri Sri Radha Syamsundar.

He had passion for drama or stage performances for the pleasure of the Deities and the devotees. The devotees roared with happiness whenever he was on the stage. He was very inspiring to the youths, and always had encouraged us to become fully Krishna Conscious .He was also readily available to answer any queries that we may have. There are innumerable wonderful qualities of a Vaishnava that His Grace had demonstrated when he was with us until his last breath on this planet.

He truly passed away gloriously befitting a soldier of Caitanya Mahaprabhu’s army. The last rites ceremony was a testimony to this. With such thunderous and sincere chanting and singing by so many devotees and well-wishers, everyone attending were spiritually enthused and prayed very hard to the previous Acharyas and Supreme Lord so that the soul of His Grace is granted the divine shelter under the Lotus Feet of Shri Shri RadhaSyamsundar.

His leaving of this planet was so exemplary and inspirational. His association would certainly be missed by many. I take this opportunity to beg for forgiveness for all my offences whether committed knowingly or unknowingly towards His Grace and pay my humble and respectful obeisance to HG Uttama Caitanya prabhu and sincerely pray to their Lordships’ to shower Their unlimited blessings and mercy over his soul.

Your servant,

Rati Gopika dd

"Krsna’s soldier never parishes" - TASK


In this struggle filled life,
Our battles are many,
From the forces of Maya,
That stirs anxiety,
To our own inner conflicts,
Creating misery,
But for every battle,
A leader arises,
Virtuous and honourable,
His duty, to guide us,
Like preachers before him,
Eternal are His words,
Setting by example,
He laid the groundwork,
His only desire, always in his thoughts,
To spread Mahaprabhu’s mission,
As pillar in our beloved SJMKL,
This centre shone like a beacon,

When times we strayed,
From the spiritual path,
You allowed us back,
And to serve Jagannath,
You let us play a part,
We are always indebted,
And grateful,
From the bottom of our hearts,

As we bid our final respects to you,
We witness a united front,
You brought all together,
The past and present stood as one,

Krsna’s soldier never parishes,
And the battles may not be over,
But your memories will remain,
With all of us, forever…
with love
-TASK-
Anusha, Ashwin, Brindha, Dhenu, Haricharan, Mathura Lilesvari dd, Meera, Nanu Kumaran, Sanjeev, Sumalini Lalita dd, Veravikneswaran, Vinod Kesavan, Vrndakundeswari dd

"Greatest source of inspiration" - HKD

Hare Krishna
Please accept our humble obeisances
All Glories to Srila Prabhupada
All Glories to Sri Sri Guru and Sri Gauranga
All Glories to HG Uttama Caitanya Prabhu

We were greatly shocked to receive this news about HG Uttama Caitanya Prabhu. We were in KL for 3 years. Now we are in Mumbai. Uttama pr has been one of the greatest source of inspiration in our Krishna conscious life. He has been mainly responsible for us coming to Krishna consciousness.

Uttama pr's lectures have touched our hearts and have inspired us in many ways. We would wait for his Ramayana Katha at SJMKL every Ramanavami. We would never want to miss any of Uttama pr's classes as it used to be very interesting, engrossing and enlightening at the same time. In a humorous way he used to preach to us how important it is to be Krishna conscious and always engage in Lord Krsna's service.

Uttama Pr's Bhagavad Gita classes at the Krishna temple in Brickfields gave us another opportunity for us to hear Krishna Katha from a great devotee of Krishna. The way he presented the lectures inspired and motivated us to render devotional service with the right mood.

Although we were very new, Uttama pr used to spend a lot of time explaining the various aspects of devotional service, the mood with which to execute devotional service and also provided various opportunities for devotional service according to our capacity. We had great and wonderful Krishna conscious days in Malaysia.

We would always be indebted to Uttama pr for the wonderful Krishna conscious days in KL.We would greatly miss Uttama prabhu's association and have no words to express the loss felt by our hearts.

Your servants
Harinama Krsna Dasa, Medhavini Sakhi dd – Mumbai, India