Atma Nivedana –Biography of a Surrendered Soul

By HG Shanti Rupa devi dasi

“He reasons ill who says that Vaishnavas die, When thou art living still in sound! The Vaishnavas die to live, and live to spread the holy name around.” Bhakti Vinod Thakur

His Grace Uttama Caitanya Dasa Brahmacari, a dear disciple of H.H. Srila Jayapataka Swami Maharaj, departed from this world suddenly but peacefully on Gaurabdha 523, Sridhara Masa, Krsna Paksa (Kamika Ekadasi, July 18th 2009) around 5 pm. On the day, he had observed a full fast, refraining from even water; and had been actively involved in the Congregational Development Ministry's two day seminar which was held at the Klang Valley in Malaysia. He served as the Temple President of Sri Jagannath Mandir, ISKCON-Kuala Lumpur (SJMKL), Malaysia since 2001 until his departure. During his tenure, the temple grew in leaps and bounds, and is now a leading temple in Malaysia. He was an eloquent speaker of Hari Katha and very learned in Gaudiya Vaishnava siddhanta. He was a Bhakti Shastri and Bhakti Vaibhava. An avid reader, he had a wonderful collection of literatures - this he treasured most.

Early Years in ISKCON
H.G. Uttama Caitanya Prabhu was born as Umakanthan to Ramasamy and Rajeswary Ammal on October 30th, 1966 in Batu Gajah, a small town in the state of Perak, Malaysia. Having completed his primary and secondary education in the neighbouring town of Tapah, he proceeded to Kuala Lumpur to pursue pre-university education in the famous TAR College. It is here he came in contact with ISKCON devotees and began to attend programs whenever possible. He often quoted how H.G. Tyaga Caitanya dasa greeted him nicely in 1986 when he first visited the ISKCON temple in Kuala Lumpur. He always spoke fondly of H.G. Siddhi Sadhana dasa, who was then managing ISKCON’s Govinda’s Restaurant in Kuala Lumpur. Siddhi Sadhana Prabhu carefully preached to him and taught him to chant japa. He then pursued a four year degree in Business Management at the Universiti Sains Malaysia in Penang where he continued to attend more ISKCON programs.

After completing his university degree, Umakanthan enrolled himself in the renowned Singapore International Airways for a pilot training course. Here, his involvement in Krsna Consciousness became deeper. He would often travel the long distance to Kuala Lumpur to attend important festival celebrations and regular programs. Having passed the theoretical part of the training course, he refrained from pursuing the practical portion. We assume that the reason for this was his ardent desire to become more affiliated with Krsna Consciousness. From being a casual visitor at the Govinda’s restaurant, Umakanthan quickly rose to the extent of giving regular classes during the weekly sat-sangs held in the restaurant. Many were drawn to his preaching and seriously took up Krsna Consciousness after attending his classes.

His prolific writing skills earned him a coveted position as the sub-editor of the Business Times section in Malaysia’s leading daily newspaper - The New Straits Times Press. Here, he would often use his advantageous position to circulate announcements on Vaishnava festivals and releases of the latest Bhaktivedanta Book Trust publications. He also wrote and published several Krsna Conscious articles, one such article was the “Reforestation of Vrndavana”, which appeared in the Life & Times section of the same paper in 1995. It was also during the same year, while being stationed in Kuala Lumpur, that he became even more deeply involved in Krsna Consciousness and spent most of his time in the temple, reading and studying Gaudiya Vaishnava philosophy.

Having delved deeply into Srila Prabhupada’s writings, he was fully convinced of the Krsna Conscious philosophy. When H.H. Jayapataka Swami Maharaj visited Kuala Lumpur in 1995, a young Umakanthan shaved his head and received harinam diksha, accepting the name Uttama Caitanya dasa. Just eleven days later on December 31st 1995, during the launch of Srila Prabhupada’s 100th anniversary, he pledged to become a full time devotee as an offering to our great founder. At the time he was 29 years old and in the midst of a very materially lucrative career. This move was truly a story of Atma Nivedana, and it demonstrated his deep attachment and profound feelings for Srila Prabhupada’s teachings.

Adorning saffron robes, Uttama Caitanya dasa joined Sri Jagannath Mandir, Kuala Lumpur as a full time devotee in 1996. Simheswar dasa, then Temple President, immediately made him Temple Commander and began grooming him to become President. Uttama Caitanya Prabhu was not interested in the position and politely declined, stating that there were more qualified senior devotees. However, when his dear Guru Maharaj personally ordered him to take on the position, he silently accepted. Uttama Caitanya Prabhu was never attached to the superiority of his position. Senior congregation members noted that within months of becoming the Temple President, he took an extremely bold step by renovating the current premises, starting with zero finances. He managed to put up a remarkable structure amidst criticism from his peers.

­Guru Seva
Until he left his body, Uttama Caitanya Prabhu’s life was an offering of love to his dear Guru Maharaj. He did everything possible to please H.H. Jayapataka Swami Maharaj, and this led to his tremendous success in leading the Kuala Lumpur yatra to great heights. He always picked the best of what the ISKCON world had to offer and implemented them in Sri Jagannath Mandir Kuala Lumpur, almost always very successfully.

Even during a severe testing period in his life when he was on the verge of giving up the brahmacari ashram, he fled from the thought as advised by his beloved spiritual master and emerged an even stronger brahmacari to carry on his services. This and many other incidents exhibited his stong guru nista. He also successfully organised an unforgettable and most impressive sisya samuh for the disciples of H.H. Jayapataka Swami Maharaj, increasing tremendously the guru nista of each and every devotee who attended this festival.

He was a visionary leader who wanted to serve Srila Prabhupada’s movement in the best ways possible. Congregation Development, which is the heart and soul of his spiritual master, was very dear to his heart. He was keen on building up the Congregation Development Ministry, and with the help of his team made significant progress in systematically organizing this department in the Klang Valley.

He also made considerable effort to extend help to other centers across Malaysia and nearby countries to come together to develop this area in their respective yatras. He organised regular regional congregation development meetings which attracted participants from across Malaysia and neighbouring countries. In fact it was during such a seminar on July 18, 2009 that Prabhu breathed his last.

Uttama Caitanya Prabhu also encouraged the implementation of the Spiritual Counsellor system in SJMKL. He was confident that this system, which has been incredibly successful in Sri Sri Radha Gopinath Mandir, Chowpatty, India, would accelerate the spiritual growth of every yatra member. As he predicted, the congregation of SJMKL has made much spiritual progress since the system was introduced.

The internationally famous Damodara project was born and nourished under the leadership of Uttama Caitanya Prabhu. During one of the annual launches of the Damodara program, H.H. Jayapataka Swami Maharaj was so pleased, that at the end of the program, Maharaj tightly embraced him, bringing tears to Uttama Caitanya Prabhu’s eyes as well as the eyes of many who witnessed this loving exchange. Understanding the desire of his beloved spiritual master, he attempted to educate the worldwide ISKCON community on how to conduct the Damodar home and public programs. He sent his team members far and wide - to Delhi, Tirupati, Vadohara in India, and personally visited Mauritius, South Africa, and Indonesia among other places.

“Prabhupada Man”
Uttama Caitanya Prabhu was through and through a Prabhupada man. He constantly emphasized on sticking to the basics – good sadhana, humble seva, unoffensive japa, and sad-achar. He strongly believed that mass distribution of Krsna Consciousness should be carried on using Srila Prabhupada’s formula – book distribution, prasadam distribution, and harinama sankirtana.

With this firm faith he worked very hard to develop these three areas. Just a few days before his departure, he formally registered ISKCON Kuala Lumpur’s Food For Life program with the registrar of societies - a remarkable milestone in the history of SJMKL. The harinama sankirtana division has sky rocketed to organizing over 100 harinamas each year. Book distribution has also escalated to the point that SJMKL is now the top book distributor in ISKCON Malaysia.

Other Services
Uttama Caitanya Prabhu had a special attachment for deity worship, Sri Vrindavan Dham and Sri Sri Radhe Shyam. He loved to cook for the deities and serve the devotees. During his tenure as Temple President he brought about tremendous changes in the deity worship department and effortlessly organised grand festivals for the pleasure of Their Lordships. He was also an excellent actor and always emphasised on dramas as a good medium to preach. In 2001, his Jagannatha Priya Nataka won raving reviews in many leading local newspapers.

He was a warm host to all those who visited Sri Jagannath Mandir. He always ensured that guests were nicely received and served Lord Jagannath’s prasadam. He extended these warm welcomes even to regular devotees, constantly greeting us with a smile and folded hands, also ensuring that we honoured sufficient prasadam. He always insisted that in Jagannath’s home, no one should ever leave without prasadam.

Uttama Caitanya Prabhu was zealous in implementing programs to train and care for devotees. He also strongly encouraged the development of vaishnava training programs such as the the Gokul Garden for children, Pandava Sena for teenagers, and many seasonal courses on philosophical topics. He lent undivided support to the university preaching program (VOICE), which has been expanding very rapidly.

Inspiration for All
For most of us, he came across as a character straight out of the Caitanya Caritamrita; following as closely as possible in the footsteps of the Gaura bhakta vrindas. His aura was that of a learned saintly person, always detached, calm and composed. His tall and lean form was full of grace; his movements regal yet humble. His big eyes extended like lotus petals; and his face was always adorned with a smile. His nature was soft, compassionate and mellow. He was always mild and gentle in his dealings.

Uttama Prabhu drew inspiration from many of the previous acharyas. He would often shed tears of love while speaking of them in lectures. Apart from his spiritual master, his most recent sources of inspiration were H.H. Gour Govind Maharaj and H.G. Jayananda Prabhu. Devotees have noted the similarities between Uttama Caitanya Prabhu and H.G. Jayananda Prabhu in terms of touching the lives of many devotees and non-devotees alike. Uttama Caitanya Prabhu constantly tried to follow in the footsteps and instil the mood of H.G. Jayananda Prabhu in the hearts of all SJMKL members.

His personal necessities were minimal - he wore simple, worn out dhotis. His eating habits were frugal; and his main delights were speaking Hari Katha and serving the Vaishnavas. He was always detached from bodily needs. On fasting days he would lead ecstatic kirtans until very late, forgetting the needs of the body. He would then serve prasadam to all the devotees and only honour some himself when all had left.

He was a wonderful example of a strict devotee and dedicated follower of Srila Prabhupada. Despite opposition and criticism from many outsiders Uttama Caitanya Prabhu remained steadfast in Krsna Consciousness. He remained humble and unassuming even in immense success.

His life has been a wonderful source of inspiration for all of us - the Congregation of Sri Jagannath Mandir Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia.

The End

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Tuesday, July 21, 2009

"A character straight out of Chaitanya Caritamrita"


The news of HG Uttama pr’s sudden departure has been very difficult to digest for all devotees including myself and my family. It is difficult for us to imagine Sri Jagannath Mandir without him. It will take some time for us to come to terms with this sudden turn of events. Truly, the ways of the Lord are mysterious. How to understand that such a visionary leader who leading the temple to newer and newer heights was abruptly snatched away from us? But the Lord must have some special plan. Perhaps in time he may reveal it to us.
For my own purification I would like to pen down a few thoughts that cross my heart today. As I remember His Grace Uttama pr, my heart is full of various feelings of gratitude, affection, respect, admiration and at the same time a feeling of sudden loss and emptiness.


My association with HG Uttama Chaitanya pr developed only after he was appointed as the temple president of Sri Jagannath Mandir in 2001. For me, he came across as a character straight out of Chaitanya Caritamrita; as one would imagine one of the Gaura bhakta vrindas to be. His aura was that of a learned saintly person, always detached, calm and composed. His tall and lean form was full of grace. His movements were regal yet humble. His big eyes extended like lotus petals and his face was always adorned with a smile. His personal necessities were minimal.

I always saw him wearing simple worn out clothes. His eating was frugal and his delights were speaking Hari Katha and serving the Vaishnavas. He was a wonderful example of a strict devotee and a dedicated follower of Srila Prabhupada.

Uttama prabhu was very warm host to all those who visited Sri Jagannath Mandir. He always ensured that guests were received nicely and served with Jagannath’s prasadam. He would welcome everyone including regular devotees with a smile and folded hands and offer them prasadam. He always insisted that in Jagannath’s home no one ever leaves without prasadam and that there is always something for everyone.
Uttama pr was a visionary leader who wanted to serve Srila Prabhupada’s movement in the best way possible. Congregation Development was very dear to his heart. With that end in mind he was keen to implement schemes to train and take care of devotees. He was particularly keen to implement the Spiritual Counsellor system which has been so successful in Sri Sri Radha Gopinath temple. This was his pet project. He was very convinced that this system would be best available vehicle to transform the temple into the kind Srila Prabhupada wanted, a Vaikuntha atmosphere. He made much effort in that direction and much progress has been made under his guidance.

He was also keen on organizing the congregational development ministry systematically and with the help of his team made significant progress in organizing this department in the Klang Valley. He also made considerable effort to extend help to other centers across Malaysia and nearby countries to come together to develop this area in their respective yatras. Regular regional congregation development meetings were organized which attracted participation from across Malaysia and neighbouring contries.

In fact it was during such a seminar last weekend that Prabhu breathed his last. The internationally famous Damodara program also spread under his leadership.

Also programs to train children (Gokul Garden) and teenagers(Pandava Sena) in KC also developed because of his insistence. He was through and through a Prabhupada man. He always emphasized on sticking to the basics – good sadhana and humble seva. He would repeatedly emphasize on good chanting and sadachar.

He strongly believed that mass distribution of Krishna consciousness should be done using Srila Prabhupada’s formula – Book Distribution, Prasadam distribution and Harinama Sankirtana. With this firm faith he really worked hard to develop these three areas.

Only a few days ago he was able to formally register a charity for Food for Life. Harinama Sankirtana department has sky rocketed to many hundreds of harinamas each year. Book distribution is also expanding.

In spite of opposition and criticism prabhu remained firm and kept moving on. Even in success prabhu remained humble and was always unassuming. His nature was soft, compassionate and mellow. He was always mild and gentle in his dealings. I have never seen him lose his temper. Always compassionate and trying to see how to help others even when they misunderstood him and tried to vilify him.

Also I must mention that he had very special attachment for Sri Vrindavan Dham and Sri Sri Radhe Shyam and was especially attached to worshipping the deities of the Lord. He loved to cook and serve the devotees. He was always detached from his bodily needs. Even on fasting days he will continue his ecstatic kirtans until very late forgetting the needs of the body. He would then serve prasadam to all the devotees and then only at last honour some prasadam. In that way he demonstrated much detachment.

He was also an eloquent speaker of Hari Katha and very learned in Gaudiya Vaishnava siddhanta. His life has been a wonderful inspiration for all of us. Especially for myself he provided me spiritual shelter. He was like my guardian and protector in KL, especially since I moved to Malaysia from Mumbai. I will ever remain grateful to him for that.

Thank you dear Uttama prabhuji for being such a wonderful example for all of us. I seek your blessings to be able to imbibe your wonderful vaishnava qualities!

HG Uttama Chaitanya pr ki Jai!!!

your servant
Gaura Chandra Das (RNS)

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